something gained

Something Gained. The milkmaid had milky white arms, strong muscles rippled below the surface of her skin, asked if mine was big as a cow’s teats? She took it out stroked it and I had an instant erection, she laughed and masturbated me, and when I came I nearly fainted. I had been milked. It was a cold winter and I went into the barn often sometimes she was willing other times she chased me out. It was then I took up skating I was going to be the world’s best skater. A day I saw a man coming down the main road, first as a little prick then he grew bigger and bigger and his shadow had frozen to a lump of ice. The milkmaid left she was going to marry the milkman the one who drove around in the morning collecting milk for the dairy in the village, so, no more to get from her, had to do it myself. I was for quite taken with sex and noticed that cows too were females, The new district nurse came to listen to my chest as I had had Tuberculosis. We sat in the barn and suddenly she grabbed hold of my left hand and put it on her sex, she was very wet and had an orgasm... I think. She gave me a blow- job and it took years before anyone else did that. I heard the other farmers a Saturday when they were having a drink calling her slut a word I had never heard before, but disliked the sound of. When mother came back from the sanatorium my stay at the farm came to an end. I got a job as an errand boy, had a big bike. The ladies who lived in the posh part of town didn’t bother to shop and some were lonely and in need of a man, that was ok, but I disliked the biking around since they rang and wanted the grocery delivered by “the nice young man”.